Friend?

Mariane I think i know u more than 5years,but in the end because of the business what u did on me?When we wanna start up the business on our discussion your said wanna look for a partner who really work on together,but doesn't like Ah Nic and make your do everything..but in the end how?And yes we has said pay to Siong Basic RM1K without off day,but does when our off day is really just wanna simply off?We are only off day when we really have things to do,Hoong u always said u have things to do and busy,what about us?Just to be tolerance lor,normally u didn't come,we also never make noise,when u said The Mall no stock to buy or u busy no time to go buy stock,we also didn't make noise and we go by ourselves lor.When we thought wanna off day one day and u force us to off half day,we also just tolerance with u and trying to rush back to work after we settle down our thing lor..And u always force us to wake up early to settle our things in the morning and get back to work we also just patient..But in the end u said we are over?And now u don't even allowed us to pay u back by installment and or else we separate stock..And what u sended to me is "I only want cash!"..What the fuck..what i can say is if i really not affortable to pay u back one time,then i can only separate stock with you and that's the only way i can settle..And then u said i can't continue business anymore at there,because u felt we are like playing fool with u simply kick u out and we continue business and earn money there..what?This is the really first time i heard when people wanna terminated their business..And what's the point we have to listen to you than we can't continue business?Holly shit..sorry...i will not follow u,because where to business is my freedom and is my own choice,if i know there can make money,why should i listen to u and close my business?No-sense at all...

And i know what is the really meaning of "fan jun zu tou zao hai C"....Lim Woay Hoong u are that kind person and u are in the category...Yan i don't know isn't this is what u think also,anyway i really can't believe if you are just same with your husband..This is just a lesson for me to know the "real friend" is...

Confusing...

Yesterday when i login to my FB,Vicky told me that she already break up with Vilson with the reason because of her family objection and because of Vilson matter also..Actually i don't stand by Vilson side also,is himself make all the problem happen also what.Is himself said he will not marriage early and don't even know when is the day came,and Vicky already couple with her more than 4years and in the end this is what she get from Vilson.And not lease also because Vilson lazy work and irresponsible also,she even abort a child because of Vilson,pay all the debt Vilson owing,keep spending money for Vilson without any pay back..But what she get back in the end?Aiz...Vilson although i know u very long but is really your fault..

And also because of this,it alert me..What will happen between me n "hubby"?Will us be the same ending like them?Because i am really feel so in-secure with it..Yes,sometime he was really sweet with me and specially recently.And yes he do changed a lot of his attitude and personality because of me,i really feel it..But when the time i trying to discuss about the wedding,he seems quite avoid it..So what you thinking my dear?Are you saying the true that i'm the right person for you and you will try your best to save money for "us" ?If yes i am really willing to stay with you and work hard with you..But at lease i can get the answer,because i don't wanna get the same answer like Vicky and get nothing in the end..

Hope you will not dissapoint me..I love you~

First blog = Mother's day

My another blog =="..well i forgotten my Wretch blogger password and user ID,so that i have to create another blog..erm..think is almost....1/2 year i never write blog/update my blog..Anyway i will going to start now AGAIN !!!

Mother's day..what i can said is no one will understand how was my feeling when everyone is celebrating the day with the same song(my FB shout out of the day)..Today is the day make me so sick.Today Amcorp Mall present a "supermama" contest,everything is going smooth until in the end one of the singer suggest to sing a song together with all the contester <世上只有妈妈好>

..And that was the time i really can't hold my tears,and i can't drop it in public specially hubby was there with me,and i walk quickly into washroom..Finally....I can't hold it anymore..This are the song really make me so sick and make me can't act strong anymore...

Mum.happy mother's day..I miss you so much..I hope you are here for me..Did you still remember when i was standard 2 or 3 i think,so incidentally your birthday fall on mother's day also..and so sorry cause i make you angry.SO SORRY..But in the end i make you cry also when you received my wishes card which is specially for your birthday & mother's day..And i still remember i bought the card from 21century shop with a bear as cover and with internal birthday song..I knew you were trying to hold your tears but in the end you was smilling with me and say..Thank you good girl..And you walk into room..and i knew you was crying inside there because when the time you came out from room,your eyes was red and swollen.And thanks mum cause you take good care of my card and you even display it on your make up table..If not mistaken that was my first present for you right?

Mum how are you there now?Is everything goes well?Those stuff i burn for you isn't enough for use?Do you miss me?

I miss you so much..I know you are always with me,but can you visit me in my dream?I promise you no matter how hard i will be,i will still take good care for daddy and sister..They are pretty good now and i am trying my best to make them have a better life..No worry for us okay..Please take good care for yourself..

Mum..I love you forever..You are always part of my life..Please forgive all my stupid non-sense action and attitude..Happy mother's day for you and I LOVE YOU....