Confusing...

Yesterday when i login to my FB,Vicky told me that she already break up with Vilson with the reason because of her family objection and because of Vilson matter also..Actually i don't stand by Vilson side also,is himself make all the problem happen also what.Is himself said he will not marriage early and don't even know when is the day came,and Vicky already couple with her more than 4years and in the end this is what she get from Vilson.And not lease also because Vilson lazy work and irresponsible also,she even abort a child because of Vilson,pay all the debt Vilson owing,keep spending money for Vilson without any pay back..But what she get back in the end?Aiz...Vilson although i know u very long but is really your fault..

And also because of this,it alert me..What will happen between me n "hubby"?Will us be the same ending like them?Because i am really feel so in-secure with it..Yes,sometime he was really sweet with me and specially recently.And yes he do changed a lot of his attitude and personality because of me,i really feel it..But when the time i trying to discuss about the wedding,he seems quite avoid it..So what you thinking my dear?Are you saying the true that i'm the right person for you and you will try your best to save money for "us" ?If yes i am really willing to stay with you and work hard with you..But at lease i can get the answer,because i don't wanna get the same answer like Vicky and get nothing in the end..

Hope you will not dissapoint me..I love you~