First blog = Mother's day

My another blog =="..well i forgotten my Wretch blogger password and user ID,so that i have to create another blog..erm..think is almost....1/2 year i never write blog/update my blog..Anyway i will going to start now AGAIN !!!

Mother's day..what i can said is no one will understand how was my feeling when everyone is celebrating the day with the same song(my FB shout out of the day)..Today is the day make me so sick.Today Amcorp Mall present a "supermama" contest,everything is going smooth until in the end one of the singer suggest to sing a song together with all the contester <世上只有妈妈好>

..And that was the time i really can't hold my tears,and i can't drop it in public specially hubby was there with me,and i walk quickly into washroom..Finally....I can't hold it anymore..This are the song really make me so sick and make me can't act strong anymore...

Mum.happy mother's day..I miss you so much..I hope you are here for me..Did you still remember when i was standard 2 or 3 i think,so incidentally your birthday fall on mother's day also..and so sorry cause i make you angry.SO SORRY..But in the end i make you cry also when you received my wishes card which is specially for your birthday & mother's day..And i still remember i bought the card from 21century shop with a bear as cover and with internal birthday song..I knew you were trying to hold your tears but in the end you was smilling with me and say..Thank you good girl..And you walk into room..and i knew you was crying inside there because when the time you came out from room,your eyes was red and swollen.And thanks mum cause you take good care of my card and you even display it on your make up table..If not mistaken that was my first present for you right?

Mum how are you there now?Is everything goes well?Those stuff i burn for you isn't enough for use?Do you miss me?

I miss you so much..I know you are always with me,but can you visit me in my dream?I promise you no matter how hard i will be,i will still take good care for daddy and sister..They are pretty good now and i am trying my best to make them have a better life..No worry for us okay..Please take good care for yourself..

Mum..I love you forever..You are always part of my life..Please forgive all my stupid non-sense action and attitude..Happy mother's day for you and I LOVE YOU....